Need You

I have been NC for 6 weeks. This is my problem...
Tomorrow I leave for a college board meeting in his hometown. I will be staying on campus. This is where we met and the place where things were oh so good. I know he will not be the problem since my number is blocked. The problem is ME! I am full of anxiety and fear I may unblock. I know this is my battle to fight and that I am the only one that can block/unblock, but I need to be bolstered and encouraged right now. Please help me to stay strong. Remind me that contact=pain. Remind me that he is bad for me. Thank you.