Need a kick in the ass!
Need a kick in the ass!
I have been Nc for 6 months, been doing really really good, I know who and what he is, don't have any desire to contact him in any way shape or form, But i don't know if any of you that are farther out with NC have felt this, I am forgetting how terrible and controlling he was, and I am missing him really bad today and don't know why. I know what I miss is the fantasy of what he pretended to be, but I miss him. I don't know why or what has set me off with this thought. Maybe it is because he did his narc attack a while back and I did handle it very well ( I think so anyway) But I also know he will not do anything dangerous or anything that the law would have to be called, because he worked for the fed, gov. and cannot ever jeopardize getting another job with the gov. by getting into trouble. he is gone and I know it , I feel it, and as much as I know it is a good thing it still hurts that I will never see or talk to him again. Giving someone 7 yrs of your life and having them just throw you away like a bag of trash and not giving a damn still hurts.
I loved him so much, but still don't know WHAT I loved about him. i know I still have alot of work to do and I am willing to do it. Why am I forgetting all he did to me? i don't even remember what he looks like or the sound of his voice.
I miss nothing.
I'm ten months out and I
I'd say anything you're
freedom101
Hey ntk
I feel it too!
Maybe
He NEVER did anything for
it has to be the full moon or something...
what is this list
Lisa book " The Path Forward"
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You need to keep the raid in
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your list is what you make it
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like oil and water