Nearly divorced

Just heard my divorce will be final on Monday. No settlement yet as N's bookkeeping was/is a mess. I just wanted out, so went ahead with the divorce. Mixed feelings...glad its nearly over and apprehensive about settling in the coming months. Feel like he will be like: Let the games begin.

Have to see him for the first time in 4 months tomorrow because we have to attend a function in honor of our daughter. Have to practice the pokerface tonight as I'm easily read. Never could hide my feelings very well. Glad I now know what I'm looking at. A dead man talking. Just hope this is all over soon and I can get on with my life.