NC support please
NC support please
I have stayed NC for 10 weeks now. i still read all his messages until the beginning of this year so i have been 23 days without reading his messages..... and i finally worked up the courage to block him from my skype and email 5 days ago so i would no longer receive his regular emails.
So he is now blocked from my facebook, skype, and emails....... until just now i checked my emails to find that he has sent me two emails subjected "Skype... sorry you felt that was necessary" i have put him on my blocked senders list 5 days ago does this take time to set in? because he shouldn't have been able to send me any e-mails.
I am tempted to read his e mails but i know i shouldn't because it will just rip my heart out with his half truths,lies and head messing.
I know contact equals pain but it is still very hard to let go.... even if the contact is negative contact i feel like i still want to hear from him even if i take him off the un blocked list to receive his mails......... i am crazy thinking but i just need some support because my heart is racing and my head is spinning....... i know i still love him but i will never accept the things he has done to me. i just need some support please.
black pearl
well done
I give you a GOLD star.. You
Hunter
10 weeks NC is such an
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