Narc's back
Narc's back
So... my narc is back.
Ever since I started NC (without ever causing a scene, I just "withdrew" silently) 10 months ago I heard from him about once every 2 months. There was minimal contact (I only responded to a couple of emails or texts but never let it lead to anything)
Then, a few weeks ago he called and left a message on my machine saying he was in town more frequently now and if I wanted to hang out that weekend. I never called back, only send him an email telling him I was busy. That's it.
He replied to the email saying he'd call me the next day, which he didn't do and honestly, which I didn't care about at all.
About a week later (last night) he sent me an invitation to his annual holiday party, which I attended last year and which started things again last year. I hadn't even decided whether or not to reply to that.
Then he called tonight and I decided to pick up just because I am so over him. I didn't do this on purpose but he could hear that I was on the computer while talking to him, so unintentionally I think I pissed him off by not giving him my full attention -lol.
In any case he asked me if I had plans tomorrow. I said "yup" without explaining anything. He asked how I was and I remained monosyllabic and just said I had lots of work to do.
So after a bit (he asked if he'd see me at his holiday party and I lied and said I didn't know if I was around during the holidays) he was like "Well, I'm gonna let you go" and then added that he was planning on going to the spa tomorrow, which means that he had planned to ask me to go to the spa with him (which is what he did last year and that's how we got back together because in my country the spa involves nakedness and last year him taking me to the spa was all about seducing me and him walking around naked displaying his private parts).
I mean, seriously?
Of course, knowing that he's a narc I am not THAT surprised but then I can't believe he is actually trying to get me the same way he did last year!
I've suspected that he has not had any OW for a while.
I am not worried that he could win me over again because I am so over him. I have just been thinking about the situation of him contacting me for a while.
I used to be all against drama and stuff (because I knew I couldn't win) and then I thought for a while that we could be friends but then I realized that I can never be friends with him because I wouldn't be able to be myself around him anymore. So what's the point then?
Also, I really don't care about him as a person any longer although I am sometimes curious about his love-life (it doesn't hurt me anymore at all, I am completely over him)
I've stayed friends with most of my exes so I guess it has felt unnatural not staying friends with him.
So I guess now it's more about do I tell him not to contact me anymore or do I just keep saying no to all his attempts?
It is completely out of the question for me and him to hang out as friends. That's over.
I am not so much looking for advice here because I know this is a choice I will have to make myself. I just wanted to get it out and also to share that yes, all narcs do come back eventually.
And I know he'd D&D me if I let him any nearer.
I guess what makes this easy for me is that I am really over him and also currently have very strong feelings for someone else (even though they are one-sided so far).
What a pathetic loser.
My best friend said "how sick is that" when I told her he wanted to go to the sauma with me. I replied. He IS sick.
*Taking a deep breath* Did
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