is this my ego??
is this my ego??
Ok, this has been a tough one for me, but I feel extremely angry about this. XN already took so much from me, and he is over there gloating, in his smear campaign to the OW. I have been reading a lot about NPD, staying educated and one thing I keep reading is that this happened for a reason, and I will become a better person from it. BUT IT URKS THE F**K out of me, that he is RESPONSIBLE for my heathier transformation. He once told me that he finds wounded souls and "fixes" them, then moves on. BULLSHIT! He destroys souls and moves on. And the fact that I think this experience with him will change me for the better, enrages me..only because I do not want to accept he had any MORE power over me or my future. Am I losing it? Is this ego only? It makes my skin crawl, and angers me that he gets that power too. I know I made the choice to be with him, but I was blindsided,,and didnt know what the hell he was. I want my new life to be developed BY me, not BECAUSE OF HIM. Does that make sense?
Opinions?
ITS NOT FAIR.
I was thinking about your post again ssm
getting back that strength
i still see no bright side or
Thank you everyone :) :)
It's you that finds the
Sparrow
Because of your strength
Awesome
Peanutbutterfrogs
I know exactly how you feel
Wow, NJ! What an awesome
spinning
'he' hasn't done a damn thing.
normal ego I do believe...