Moving on...
Moving on...
Is harder than I thought. Some days are good, hell some weeks are good, but then you find an old video, or you just get pissed in general for loving an illusion.
My battle is far from over...not backing down for one minute. Just because I won a judgment in court doesn't mean I have my money. Round two...
Please know that the cognitive dissonance does start to
diminish after time and you really get it. It doesn't mean you stop loving the illusion, but you know it is an illusion.
Unlike a lot of women on this site, mine was no contact for both of us since the D&D except for one ugly email I sent...just had to let him know that I knew all the lies, and there was some legal communication on my part...he ignored it.
I got lucky, but the pain does linger. And it is a decision to fill a void that he once completely dominated 24/7.
It's been almost 8 months since the D&D.
For everyone who is dealing with a narcissist, spath, whatever...it's a mind f*cking experience. There is hope and an other side, but for some it is easier to get to than others. I backslide a lot.
It's spooky to think that everyone considers him the nicest person in the world. He knows I know the truth...so I had to be removed. Lucky me : )
They suck...literally!
I don't get sick as often and have more energy since I am no longer in his presence.
Keep the faith and much love to you all.
hitandrun
almostlydia
almostlydia and hitandrun
almostlydia and hitandrun
Yes we are!
I have come to the
almostlydia
We know, dear, we know. And