Michele115/ from Mell
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Apr 9 - 10PM
Michele115/ from Mell
I am still at a spot of ups and downs and disbelief, but I know me and I WILL NOT contact him. Lying and cheating and all of these antics are deal-breakers for me. I just need to get to the spot of indifference and I am going through a ton of different emotions to get there.
I guess the second-guessing I am doing is from the guilt that I feel for not trying harder and from being so stubborn. I am trying not to "What if" it, but that part is hard because he did put in more effort than I have. However, since we have been separated, he told people that this was my "test" to see if I loved him enough to put out the effort and since I didn't chase after him, he found someone else.
aah Mel
Yes, I understand that just
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Michele115/from Mell
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: ) What is your best advice
It takes time
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