Maybe I'm Bipolar ?

Just wondering -- did anyone find out that they were bipolar after being involved with the N? My therapist seemed to think that the reason I may have been so attracted to him even though he was blatantly dangerous was because "thrill-seeking" type behavior is a symptom of bipolar disorder. I used to get such a rush after interacting with him.

Even after I had contacted OW I still found myself contacting him at times.. making me feel so crazy.

Maybe I am crazy :(

Or not crazy.. severely bipolar..

Thoughts???