Maybe he has changed...
Maybe he has changed...
Is what a friend of mine said to me today when I was talking about how much it hurt that he married his partner, and while we were together, he told me he didn't believe in marriage, gay or straight, and that he felt that maybe we just weren't meant to be with one person our entire lives...
That was five years ago...
My friend said that perhaps now that he's older and moved on, he's changed... now he wants to be committed (with me he always talked about having an open relationship.)
When we were together, I held him up while his mother was dying...he left me a year after. My friend said that may have been so traumatic for him, that he needed to move on and heal with someone else...I wanted him to heal with me! The one who was there for him...
I remember telling him that after we broke up that "I had found the one...I was done looking..." His response "I don' think I'll ever be done..." After spending three years with me and telling me early on that he never felt closer to anyone and that he wanted to spend his life with me...he left....moved on... and is NOW MARRIED!!!
I am hurting so badly...so confused.
What did I do to change his feelings towards me? Am I wrong about him being a NARC? Do NARCS (especially GAY one's get married???) I thought they were commitment phobes...or is my friend right? Did he change and become the person I wanted him to be when we were together? Why is this other guy having the life I dreamed of having and worked so hard to have???
Why was I thrown away like garbage...and forgotten? Like I don't even exist???
Four words sum this up: they
I'm going to be blunt.. I am
kev
Wake up Call Kevsmart
what makes you think he's
Yup Dee
Deidre 99
I was once one of them! Very
KS
we're all replaceable/recycleable!
Yeah i heard that line too...