Mad

Well I guess I'm through with the sad stage and I have moved into the mad stage. No particular incident today I just kept thinking about all the cruddy things that he has done. He acts like he is the greatest guy in the world and his family excuses his bad behavior. When I kicked him out, he had already hooked up with this 27 year old girl (he is 41) who he now lives with in a house he can't afford. In front of my daughter he acts like nothing happened. But she sees through him and every time she is around him she ends up crying and he does nothing to comfort her. He criticizes her for the smallest thing but she has another sibling who he favors. He allows her to get away with everything and she also treats my daughter unfavorably. I always think when will he get his, but in some ways he already has. When he was in his 20's he got kicked out of a ski club due to an incident that he says wasn't his fault. I now believe it was his fault. In March of last year he had a sexual harassment lawsuit against him, which of course wasn't his fault. He had me convinced and I paid his lawyer fees. I am certain this house he is in that he got from the help of his dad will foreclose because he can't afford it and he is horrible with money. What I can't understand is that since December he has given me $400.00 a month (don't know how long that will last) when he barely gave me any money before and I had to go into credit card debt in order to stay afloat. Some say it has to do with guilt, but since narcs can't feel guilt I'm not sure why he continues to give me money. Anyways I had to vent. But at least for now I am angry and not sad. I have also stayed no contact with him for now 8 days straight. Hope some day to just forget about him all together.