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#1 Apr 15 - 11AM
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Is he a narc or mentally ill?

I'm very confused, hope someone can shed some light. I dated this guy off and on for 6 months. When I first met him he seemed ideal, small town doctor, singer/songwriter. It was a long distance relationship. His songs were romantic. On our first weekend together he ignored me one entire day and worked on a song. He came to my house and brought nothing. he never gave me any gifts, not even a card for Valentines day. He drank excessively and smoked pot til he was incoherent. He ate me out of house and home. Took all sorts of prsecription drugs. All he did was talk about other woman. On our second get together he brought up swinger sex. it appears his entire motivation was to get me into the "lifestyle"; when I told him I would kill myself if I ever did that he replied, "We'll start slow with just two guys." He was on at least two swinger dating sites the entire time I saw him. I caught him twice having cybersex with strangers. He often did this at work. He started sending me porn flicks, I told him to stop I didn't like them. He watched porn 2-3 hours a day. Once when we were having sex he started talking to an imaginery guy pretending the other guy was having sex with me. OK, creepy, I know. He wanted me to find some guy to have sex with and send him pictures!
He was talking to some other woman about having a foursome and she got thrown out by her husband and wanted to move in with the good Doc. He got realy depressed after this, he didn't want to live with her. Told me I was the only woman he was interested in and he was going to devote himself to me. I started calling him on his behavior, ike why did he have 3 hours to have cybersex with a stranger and ignore me that day? four days later I got an email saying he realized he was still in love with the married nurse he had closet sex with and exchanged emails with two years ago. And he hoped I would forgive him someday. Huh?
I'm shocked, but think I'm suffering from cognitive dissonance. Oh yeah, 4 days before he was to visit me he met up with a man and woman he just started chatting with to have sex. He never used protection. yes, I got tested and am OK so far. Hope someone can shed light on this.

Apr 18 - 10PM
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Re: Lilygirl

Apr 17 - 7AM
Harper03
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Stay away from that guy! Hard

Apr 17 - 11PM (Reply to #44)
no more an echo
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random drug tests

Apr 18 - 12AM (Reply to #45)
lilygirl
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screening

Apr 17 - 9AM (Reply to #30)
lilygirl
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pervert

Apr 17 - 9AM (Reply to #31)
Harper03
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You need to stay far, far

Apr 17 - 10AM (Reply to #32)
lilygirl
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Stronger

Apr 17 - 1PM (Reply to #33)
Harper03
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Immediately after he ended

Apr 17 - 6PM (Reply to #34)
lilygirl
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NC

Apr 17 - 11PM (Reply to #42)
Harper03
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And congrats on your NC! That

Apr 17 - 11PM (Reply to #43)
lilygirl
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it took a long time

Apr 17 - 10PM (Reply to #35)
Harper03
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The first time we broke up I

Apr 17 - 11PM (Reply to #36)
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tears

Apr 18 - 9PM (Reply to #37)
Harper03
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Thanks for the book

Apr 18 - 9PM (Reply to #41)
lilygirl
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website

Apr 18 - 9PM (Reply to #38)
lilygirl
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Good guys

Apr 19 - 7AM (Reply to #39)
Harper03
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I am so sorry about your

Apr 19 - 9AM (Reply to #40)
lilygirl
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loss

Apr 15 - 3PM
Journey
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Run!

Journey on...

Apr 15 - 3PM (Reply to #28)
lilygirl
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depression

Apr 15 - 2PM
Goldie
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He's a sex addict; most narcs are

Apr 15 - 2PM (Reply to #24)
lilygirl
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online sex

Apr 15 - 4PM (Reply to #25)
Goldie
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All site's online are sex sites these days

Apr 15 - 5PM (Reply to #26)
lilygirl
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lessons

Apr 15 - 1PM
Hunter
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Huh?? Is right..What is your

Apr 16 - 11AM (Reply to #22)
lilygirl
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this morning

Apr 15 - 2PM (Reply to #19)
lilygirl
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good comment

Apr 15 - 2PM (Reply to #20)
Hunter
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His clinical diagnosis is not

Apr 15 - 3PM (Reply to #21)
lilygirl
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I'm running

Apr 15 - 12PM
no more an echo
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they are cheap, disrespectful and perverted- for starters