life is beautiful

Merry Christmas here too Sparrow!..You have been a guiding light for me so many times, and you soothed my soul with your kindness, when I didn`t had the power to believe in myself. I wish you to stay just as beautiful, spiritual, loving spirit that you are, and may you have a wonderful time with your loved ones for Christmas!! Much love and blessings, GG

Thank you sparrow for your letter, This is my 3rd Christmas away from my ex N, He always thought every holiday was his holiday and holiday alone, He ruined or tried to ruin every holiday I ever had with him, It did hurt alot the first year and then the 2nd year got better and now going on the 3rd I cant believe how far I have come, I am so thankful he is no longer in my life and the fog has been lifted from my eyes, No more confusion, No more lies, It really does get better, The longer you are away from them and have no contact you will heal and you will get better, I am not healed all the way, But one thing I can say I am so much stronger now then I ever have been and that is a miracle in it self, I can sigh a sigh of relief and say this Christmas is for me, And all of you that have been hurt by the N's that ruined all our holidays, Merry Christmas to all of you, This Christmas is for you

Thank you for this beautiful post. As I was reading this part: "Each and every one of you will find happiness again, but next time, it will be true happiness!" I was actually believing it; I must be getting better. I have faith and trust in the system again, in the notion of basic goodness, in SOME people. We just need to burn those weeds and get to the flowers. God bless you Dearest Sparrow, knowing you and having you here is truly a blessing. Goldie

Last Christmas was one of the worst days of my life- I had a mini-breakdown and could barely get out of bed. There were many factors at play, many of which had nothing to do my N, but yes, he was a large part of that. The weekend after last Thanksgiving marked the start of his first D&D- I did not know what hit me! He had gone from this wonderful guy who was totally into me to someone who seemed to hate me pretty much overnight. By xmas, he was giving me the silent treatment- and I was just so lost...so so lost...I look back on it and recall feeling like I was in a fog. I had been emailing him and begging for answers...and was just confused and devestated, feeling so sad and alone. It's funny- the last time we communicated (which I INTEND to be the LAST TIME we ever communicate) was just a few days before this Thanksgiving. I told him I never wanted to speak with him again, that I would not respond to any subsequent communication. It was hard and sad and I'm still struggling...but now that this Xmas has rolled around, I can look back to last year and see how much better I am already. There is no way in hell that he will spoil this XMAS for me. Life is so beautiful! I am so fortunate to have a loving and supportive family and friends who care for me. Yes, the last year has hurt like hell...but it is in the past now. I am better and stronger than ever before. And I will choose to focus on the positive and celebrate all that is good in my life. Happy holidays to you all!!! xoxo

Merry Christmas St. Sparrow. Sending you a big, giant hug down the NJ Turnpike :) xx

Merry Christmas beautiful YOU! love~ Layla

Merry Christmas.. Hunter

Thanks for the lovely post. My N is now in the process of stalking me but I learned how to block him from my cell phone and filter his emails. I plan to learn how to truly love myself now. Cheers Sparrow! Kitty

thanks again for your inspiring post, I need it today am feeling alone and lonely. love you

As always Sparrow, beautiful post. Thanks! Merry xmas to u too!

THANK YOU, AND RIGHT BACK AT YA. XXXXX