just checking in to say Hi!
just checking in to say Hi!
to everyone!
I see a few familiar names and plenty of new ones too! these flipping Narc pigs sure are everywhere!
To all the long time member's I hope you are all doing well, and to all the newbies..STAY CLOSE HERE...read, read, read and learn, knowledge REALLY IS power!
I've said on here many times before that i couldnt have made it through without the support of EVERYONE on this forum, and am so, so grateful.
my update? well, still toad free (yippee),calmer than ive been in years, off my a/d meds, off my sleeping tablets, and doing really well!
Not by any means out of the woods yet, I still have issues, and still have the odd 'down' day, but overall I wake up most days WITHOUT my first thought being of him.Yes, i still think of him, and yes i still 'miss' him, but i can now fairly easily push thoughts of him out of my head. All that really remains now is a general sadness that my dream, was just that, a broken dream.
Anyway, to all here that are struggling, there is hope, things really do get better, but only if you are prepared to put the effort in, and of course NO CONTACT. Its tough...probably one of the toughest things ive had to do, but my god,so worth it. the sense of peace i have now i wouldnt trade for anything. I so understand how addicted i was to the nonsense and drama, and of course the 'illusion' of what i hoped toad would live up to one day. NOT HAPPENING, AND NEVER WOULD! so please please stick with it, what all the Mod;s here say is true, it really does get better!! Hear Hear!!
hugs to all
xx
me too .....
sweetpea my sweet!
spinning
Thank you dear Spinning
Thanks
your welcome hun
Clearly put