It's my Birthday today..

What a hard day..alone in my apartment wondering what I did so wrong to deserve not even a text for my birthday. Such a crappy, crappy feeling he gives me. This is all do fresh so I know I shouldn't care but I have devoted my life to this man..I did nothing to deserve this what do ever. I am angry. So angry I only wish bad things on him right now. :( This my step to move forward. I have to..