It's all coming back to me...

Pet name for me- crazy bitch
Says "I don't make plans" even if it
Was 5 hours I was to arrive back home..
Says "I don't have emotions"
Says "if I let things bother me I would of been dead a long time ago"
Mimics other people's vocabulary (his favorite was from a girl who always said "whatever") yeah in that valley girl (boy) voice..
Told me he loves to get a rise out of me
Used me for an arm charm with our age difference (him 14 years older) never showing affection in public, unless he was grabbing my boobs in front of people.
Accusing me of sleeping around; of course in his "joking" not-so-serious manner
One night romantic, him waking me up at 3 am accusing me of stealing $$ "I never spend 300 in 3 days!", then says " I have an itch for space"
Took pictures of me in a broken down tearful drunken slumber
Laughed when his mother said "I was one of the dumbest cu*ts she knew" even though she never told me to leave her house..
We would be at the bar having drinks, I would turn and talk to a friend for 10 minutes look over to see him; he's already left
Would say "she has a great ass, make sexual remarks on any woman"
Says : my friend I haven't seen is probably surprised to see me with you, my ex wife was 100 lbs & 5 foot, ( I said my friends probably feel the same, I'm used to 6"2 men at-least 250lbs) strike to his "ego"
Would rather "beat off" then have sex & has said this many people in public
Would wake up every am to him pleasuring himself. I would ALWAYS ask for sex, no foreplay, nothing. Many times he would say "it's too much work"
When I had no $$ I would ask him for a few dollars for gas, "we'll I don't have much money Til the end of the week, seeing that he has 150 in his hands"
Asked him for 20$ so I can buy a packet of underwear from Walmart..( was reminded of this for over a month) even after paying him back
Says "ill be there in ten minutes, no 3 hours later"
Only place ever taken me to eat - McDonald's (that was sit down eat, only once)
Could never spend a day sober with me ( avid vodka drinker, weekends would start at 8 am)
Would spend 13 on a mixed drink and make a huge deal if I asked "do you mind paying for this beer, it's 1.75.."
My car broke down -his response "we'll that sucks, I gotta go ill catch you later tonight"
Would touch my body after he was done eating & I was still eating..
"Do you mind if I do my wash?, never once buying detergent, or helping with at-least 10 dollars towards electric bill" as goes with using my shower & hot water.
Would remember comments i made, (2 comments) over a year ago when I first met him & would always bring them up
Would "comfort & console" other women while ignoring my presence or whatever else was going on thru my mind
Never any feedback or acknowledgement to my day
The 1st silent treatment lasting ten days after 6 months in telling him I'm falling in love with him, came home, key on table; his things gone.
I ALWAYS went back after his D&D and ST, longest was 14 days, he didn't have to do any "work"
That was 15 D&D & ST times...
Not this Fking time.
The list could go on.. I'm glad this is all coming into my new found brain...