It is my fault..

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#1 Jul 9 - 9AM
Ruby
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It is my fault..

If he can go to another country to be with her
then that speaks for itself.
I screwed up
I guess I just have to accept that.
The person who I loved the most
and I screwed it up.
I am not the person who I thought I was..
I did become aggressive and abusive
I was impatient and demanding..
but all I wanted
was for him to show me that he meant the words that he would say.
But he didn't.
He tried to convince me that he did..
but he always found time for her..
I am so confused
it is like I have lived in a washing machine
for the past eighteen months
just gong around and around in circles..
I have to put this behind me and accept it.

Jul 9 - 6PM
celsiana
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Hey Masq,

Jul 9 - 1PM
Brit
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blame

Jul 9 - 3PM (Reply to #46)
Ruby
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You are so right. he did

Jul 9 - 12PM
neverlookback
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You have

Jul 9 - 12PM (Reply to #44)
Ruby
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It' not my fault. :) It was

Jul 9 - 11AM
fallingfoward
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masquerade....

Jul 9 - 3PM (Reply to #42)
Ruby
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Yes it is like an addiction.

Jul 9 - 11AM (Reply to #41)
Ruby
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Thanks. Yes I agree. hugs

Jul 9 - 11AM
Peeks
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Re : It is my fault

Jul 9 - 6PM (Reply to #39)
HelpMeHeal
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Peeks

Jul 9 - 12PM (Reply to #36)
Used
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peeks

Jul 9 - 1PM (Reply to #38)
Peeks
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USED

Jul 9 - 12PM (Reply to #37)
Ruby
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Yes..I agree

Jul 9 - 12PM (Reply to #35)
Ruby
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Wow that was a long

Jul 9 - 11AM
neverlookback
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NEVER

Jul 9 - 11AM (Reply to #27)
Ruby
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He ignored me. That's a fact.

Jul 9 - 11AM (Reply to #32)
neverlookback
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Masquerade

Jul 9 - 12PM (Reply to #33)
Ruby
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Thanks. So ,any people with

Jul 9 - 11AM (Reply to #28)
Deidre99
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you say you would 'do it

Jul 9 - 11AM (Reply to #29)
Ruby
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No- I meant that if he were

Jul 9 - 11AM (Reply to #30)
Deidre99
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OH THANK GOODNESS...LOL Never

Jul 9 - 12PM (Reply to #31)
Ruby
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Thanks hugs to you

Jul 9 - 10AM
Deidre99
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Let's look line by line at what you're saying here...

Jul 9 - 11AM (Reply to #25)
Ruby
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Yes I agree. And to answer

Jul 9 - 10AM (Reply to #23)
Deidre99
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I noticed in your reply to

Jul 9 - 11AM (Reply to #24)
Ruby
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Yes he is gone from my life

Jul 9 - 10AM
TruthbeginsToday
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Your words are so familiar.

Jul 9 - 11AM (Reply to #15)
Ruby
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Thank you. And yes..he

Jul 9 - 6PM (Reply to #20)
beautifulmess
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Oh Masquerade, I have been

Jul 9 - 11PM (Reply to #21)
Ruby
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They must have been twins