Interesting Parallels

I read most of the posts, this ia replacement behavior for obsessing about what happened and how this happened. I find it interesting, many of these men are finding us online (not all but many). They all seem to live in a fantasy world where they are center of the universe. They all are very secretive. And about half stash supply throughout a country. I also find it interesting that most of them also seem to have a porn problem.

In the beginning JS seemed a bit prudish. At the end of the relationship when JS was in VT with Joanne, he texted me asking for a pic of my tits, which I didn't send!

JS hung mirrors at the end of his bed and another one as a headboard. Now I am concerned what was behind those mirrors. One time three months into the relationship I was teasing him about his man porn collection - all men even healthy ones have something to help them. JS got really weird then said he was embarassed and uncomfortable. He showed me a few things but got mad when I touched his computer. I learned at that time his computer had a weird security device on it. It can only be turned on if he swipes his thumb over the sensor. What kind of man has that kind of computer? A rat bastard!

This sensor locked his computer, making it perfect to hide all those internet searches for new supply and whatever other fetish stuff he was into.

JS tells people he is semi retired and has two internet business. One is a outfitter business luring asians to hunt in the USA. He has never gotten it off the ground because he never works on it and he has all day. THe second one, I know nothing about. I am suspicious it was porn. JS would tell me during the week that he was working but there was no progress...Toward the end, he couldn't do stuff with me or cut our activities short because he needed to "work". I bet he was online I am sure stalking supply...I am so creeped out I was with him.

After our last blow out, I think he is gone and no hovering. He can't risk getting arrested...