Independence Day

Woke during a dream about him ... feeling sad today.

Holidays and weekends are tough. Gotta stop thinking about what he is doing, who he is with. I don't want to be with him but I don't want him with anyone else. I want him to feel as sad as I do - which I know he cannot.

CD please go away.

I need to celebrate MY independence today.

If it was possible I would have a independence picnic for us all today. We all would celebrate breaking free - we would get to know each other and only talk about our lives (no N talk allowed). We would play silly picnic games. We would laugh and forget all our pain.

Happy 4th everyone.