I'm thinking he is really gone
I'm thinking he is really gone
Well, it has been 7 weeks tonight that he left to be with the OW. The last email I got from him, actually the only email I got from him after he left was about 5 1/2 weeks ago. This is the longest it has been since we have not communicated in 6 years.
I am just feeling like this time is different and he is gone for good.
Kind of bittersweet--I'm a little sad and a lot relieved. I'm still having a lot of bad days, but it is getting easier. I am not getting weak !! I am not wishing contact !! But it has just hit me hard tonight !!
I guess I am like some others on here, I want him to contact so I can go NC on him. Isn't that silly ?? I guess it would be my own crazy way to feel some sort of closure.
Just a yuck night. Sorry to sound like such a big baby !! :(
7 weeks
See ??
Yup, and once upon a time,
Not silly at all....
Thanks !!
Happydaysahead,...
It does get better, but, oh
Peace. J
I feel like you do. I am
I agree