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IM SO GUTTERED !!!

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#1 May 29 - 1AM
candy
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IM SO GUTTERED !!!

my ex is back with tattoo girl....i have found out after my narc d&d me,that a tattoo he had on his chest with initials on were for a girl had once had a reltionship with.... i have just discovered he is now back with her... its been 3 months since i last seen him and i have done really well with NC,although i still think of him everyday.... but i am so jealous he is back with this girl,he nust have loved her to get her initials tattooed on him..... i just cant stop crying and crying and crying... i feel so hurt today,because i think she is so special and he has given me nothing but silence for months ..... I HATE FEELING LIKE THIS. GUTTERED !!!!!!!!!

CANDY X

May 29 - 12PM
adoette
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candy

I feel your pain and it's hell to feel guttered. Before the N I had no idea I could feel so desperate and my heart could feel so squeezed (I can't think of a better way to say it.). The sorrow I felt with the N was unlike anything else I had experienced. Shoot, childbirth was a breeze compared to N pain. I see you posted this in the early morning hours. I hope you got some relief today, but if not, remember we are here...extending sympathy and empathy and sending good vibes your way. {{{hugs}}}
May 29 - 6AM
Lobo555
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Having a guttered day myself

People keep saying on here that narcs are incapable of love, and I believe that. Still. . . it hurts like hell, doesn't it??? I've been crying all morning over someone who was a liar, mind-f'er, misogynist, asshole -- and those were his *good* points! I'm 2 1/2 months nc after my narc married someone else. Hurts bad even though it's better her than me. Don't know what to tell you except I'm right there with you!!! {{hugs}}