im so ashamed
im so ashamed
Now that I don't hear from him anymore I'm left with all of these thoughts. I broke all contact with him but I feel so ashamed of the things I did,the things I let him talk me into doing. What was I thinking? It was like he was my pimp. He constantly asked me to have sex with other men. He would not take no for an answer. He would go so far as to set me up with complete strangers just to have sex.Sadly I did more than once. All because he wanted me to tell him all about it , all the details everything I did with this stranger.It was constannt pressure daily. He made me feel guilty for saying no to him. It turned him on .it seems like that was the only thing that turned him on. If I wasn't being whored out he was bored and treated me like shit until I gave in to his demands.Everytime I did and he got his sick thrill off of it he would get pissed at me and call me a whore and tell me how could you cheat on me like this. Then I would get the silent treatment until he wanted to hear about my encounters again or ask me to do it again. Has anyone else had to endure this humiliation?
saphire1
Oh goodness...I am so sorry
Graphic
Sorry Goldie
Im sorry we all put up with
I can relate!! Mine would
We all have sunk to lows we would never have imagined
Anger...did someone say ANGER?
FeFe
I'll continue this story a little further, because it was a
That's ok...
Yes I met a guy like this before.....
WOW!!!
Your reasons may make sense
It makes sense now but at the
Yea, I've thought the same
It wasn't easy for me to