I'm a shell
#1
Jun 3 - 4AM
I'm a shell
I am a shell of who I used to be.
4 years I ago I had dreams, ambitions, a sense of humour.
This man took everything and left me an empty shell, a shadow of who I once was.
I know what he is and that he can't help it , but that doesn't stop the hurt.
I've been sick this week so taking steps to get out of the house has been hard, plus I have a baby.
How do I get passed this?
My entire value for the last 4 years has revolved around him, it's hard to break the cycle.
Sorry if this is a pity party, I'm just feeling really low.
It's so hard facing the reality that the person I was going to marry and had a baby with can treat me with such disregard and has never loved me at all..
Littleone
Littleone
I have hunter. I most
Thankyou both so much. Your
It's the only way out of the cognitive hell
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