I'm saddened
#1
Oct 8 - 3AM
I'm saddened
I am truly saddened...angered...as I learn more about narcville and discover how many of us live, or have lived there....and I'm realizing slowly how I got there....
I had a great childhood so that's not it...somewhere along the line, I became wishy-washy....trying to please everyone....my sisters and one brother are not that way....
I married very young, pregnant at 16...I thought I was grown up, not so though when I lost the baby...
I hurt my parents by my actions, I know I did...but you know, they never said so....but I knew....
Am I trying to make up for the wrongs by now trying to please all the assholes in the world?????Is this what my life has been about???And always falling prey to a bigger one each time....
Being a pleaser, is not all
I realised
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