I'm new

and feeling completely devastated by his D&D. I never really knew what N was and thought I was going crazy. He wanted to control me...even said so many times. Why didn't I realize this wasn't healthy? All the sweet talk, the I can't live without yous, the i love you, i love you, i love yous..

When he was good, I was on a pedastal...top of the world his dream girl, now he won't answer phone calls or texts... I've stop trying by the way. It just hurts.

After reading this, I will try NC. but I know he'll be back. How will I be strong.

Thank heavens I found this board. Bless each of you as we begin this new chapter together.