I'm Giving Up

Trying to understand myself as well as trying to do anything anymore. I feel like Charlie Brown.......eternally frozen in time with foot in the mouth. I seem to say all the possible wrong things which make me lose the the precious...

I wish there was another planet I could migrate to.

Looks like the earth does not like me.

Nobody loves me. everybody hates me.

I am depressed as hell... i just got dumped you see...with a TAUNT... which i realised 24 hours later.

Anybody been through this kind of things? Like...you meet a reaallly gr8 guy...the one and only gr8 guy in the entire world (my perspective)...and then you lose the guy because you are a darn idiotic girl.

is there life after death?