I haven't contacted him in 5 days...
I haven't contacted him in 5 days...
I know I have a long way to go. I had a busy weekend with friends, and tried to stay positive. I think I'm still struggling deciding whether or not he was the jerk. I still fill responsible for a lot. Whenever I hear someones narc or ex did something I think to myself "John Doe would have never done that. For example, I was watching the Bachelor interview w/ Jake and Vienna and she kept on saying he would never kiss her. My stomach dropped because even up to our last D&D he ALWAYS showed an outpouring of affection towards me.
I guess I'm also lonely. I don't have many friends around anymore. The ones that are want to drink and go out. So, that's what I've been doing. But I miss having him in my life because we would go hiking, and on all these other adventures. Now thanks to fbook I know he is still doing all those things with all his close friends...and the new girls he's been dating.
I guess I'm finally accepting it's over- I just wish I had more confidence in myself. I also wish I didn't miss him. Or what I thought he was.
Sarah
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"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
Sarah
Go Girl!
Good job!
5 days is excelent , please
5 day is great!!
Nevergoback
Congratulations :)! Now
This is fantastic! So proud
Congrats Sarah
hitandrun...the same here
Aceonelady
Same boat here.
tigger73.....porn yes
Aceonelady
tigger73