I HATE Weak Days
I HATE Weak Days
I totally hate the days that I feel weak and have some kind of twisted desire to hear from him. Why is that?? It's like I need some sort of validation that some part of it was real and that he loves me. It makes me feel as though I am as sick as he is!! Since I shot down his advance Tuesday I haven't heard anything out of him .. of course I wounded is Ego .. and other than a few short and to the point work related emails there has been nothing personal. My brain knows that is for the best but there is still something in my heart I suppose, that longs for some type of contact. I am SURE he is waiting for me to make the first move so he can shoot me down and say something horrible which is one thing that will prevent me from breaking the silence .. I couldn't stand what he would probably dish out. am I totally whack ??? I just feel sad today .. these moments are becoming fewer and further apart but they sure do hurt when they come!!!!
Keep no contact because you can
My heart goes out to you
helldweller
That is just a brutal
Peace. J
That is just a brutal
Peace. J
Hello Trying...
weak here too
feeling emotionally defeated
I still
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"dont let yesterday take up too much of today"
I think we all want or wanted
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Agreed
losers
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Losers
helldweller...losers
Yep, Losers
LMAO
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