I feel normal again....

The good news is that I feel pretty normal again, after 7 months NC/D&D. This site was a life saver for me - Sparrow, Hunter, Goldie and everyone here literally kept me from destroying my friendships with obsessive thinking and actions.

The last time I saw my exN, ( a week ago at the gym) it was from a distance and he looked so pathetic to me - disgusting and cowardly really. I didn't even get those butterflies I used to get when I had to see him. I actually go through my days and only think of him sporadically and for brief amounts of time. He no longer has a lease on my brain!!

I do miss reading all the posts and keeping up with everyone here but sometimes, reading brings back the terrible memories of how awful it was for so long trying to detox from the N's disordered behavior.

For those of you just beginning the healing journey, please know that the advice here is tested and will work for you if you listen, read, learn and do the steps Lisa recommends. I am in a much better place and even have a new and exciting job opportunity that I believe God has put in my life because I am in a healthy place now.

No more Narcs for me - never - ever- again.

Love to you all. As they say, "It works if you work it"

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