I can't do this
#1
Aug 24 - 6AM
I can't do this
Hi all
I kinda fell apart last night. Got a lot going on and went totally NC for almost a week now. I have ignored phone calls, messages, emails. I do think that his last call yesterday will be he last contact based on what he said and how he said it. I truly believe that is it.
Thing is, with no support system whatsoever, I can't do this. How can I do this? It hurts so overwhelmingly bad even though I was the one who left.
I tried various mantras when I am feeling this way to change my negative thought pattern, and nothing even eases the pain a bit. I am busy with my new job, but I don't want to be there. I just want to curl up in a ball and die.
Literally.
I can't do this.
Swan
Hang on swan. I understand.
Hey Swan...hang in there. We
I’m sorry you’re hurting,
Hi Swan!
SWAN
Right there with you
Hang in there, Swan
hi Swan,
Swan
Swan, I am in the gutter too.
Swan, you are strong and you can do this
Value
Swan
Swan
To all who posted to me...
You got this! We'll be here