I called the N out

And he didn't go running for the hills...Wtf thats what I was hoping for.

I thought if he knew I saw him for what he is he wouldn't want me anymore??

I've been starving him of attention for weeks as well.

2 nights ago he was bitching as usual and I just said exactly what I've been thinking.

I told him I'm clearly not good enough for him. I can't cook right, drive right, smell right or see right to him.

His reply: I never said you weren't good enough. But its true you smell gas and you say its oil.

I told him he's not a real human he's a robot. He doesn't have emotions. His personality if flawed.

His reply: I'm human. What's the point of having emotions? You developed your personality when you're a little kid, I can't change it now.

I told him everything he says and does is q contradiction and everything from the beginning has been lies.

His reply: I had to lie in the beginning you weren't open minded (referring to me telling him I wouldn't be with him if he was using drugs)

I told him he's one big mind fuck. And just because he had a shit childhood doesn't mean our son has to have the same.

His reply: That's just how I am. And I don't give a fuck about you or him! But I would rather kill you then let you divorce me. You don't think I get lonely?

10 minutes later

Him: I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said, I love you and our son. I don't want you to leave.

Me: You don't even know what love is. You just want me to stay because you don't believe in divorce and you get lonely sometimes.

And that was it. He went on with the evening acting like nothing was ever said and I should still be in love with him.

Wtf?? Why won't he go away? Any input would be awesome!

On a side note I am planning on moving out I'm just waiting for my parents to finish remodeling their bathroom.