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#1 Sep 8 - 8AM
Anabelle
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I AM ANGRY

I am so angry today! MAD, ANGRY about everything what happened to me.
I AM SO ANGRY, i could just go and destroy something or everything. I feel that I would like to go to his perfect house and destroy his expensive white sofa, he got on sales, otherwise it was too expensive and I was never permitted to sit on it :( I want to go and destroy his crazy computer all locked and saved and protected and connected and hidden :((( I so want to scream into the face of that new women and all those friends to tell them how mean they were to me, how much pain did they cause me! I want them to understand what does it mean to be cast out to be rejected. To understand being NOT respected, being the crazy woman... :((( I AM MAD at the world, that this happened to me and MAD that he just walks away and I have to build a new world on my own. I MAD because I wish bad things for people, who ignore me. I wish bad things for them and I have never done this before....
I am MAD. SAD. Angry.... BUT I WOULD NEVER; EVER CONTACT HIM. Because he doesn't deserve me and his friends and family can f.-...off. I didn't deserve this. NONE of us did.

Sep 8 - 10AM
Sparrow
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You didn't deserve this. No

You didn't deserve this. No more than someone who is diagnosed with a terminal illness. There are many people in the world that don't deserve the things that happen to them. Turn this around for yourself, find the strength to turn the negative to a positive. Work on your healing while they are working on their demise......all good things come to those who wait. You WILL have your moment.........and when it comes, it won't even include them. IT WILL BE WONDERFUL!
Sep 8 - 10AM
dabussard
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Anabelle

I was angry yesterday... Just passed my N on the road and it sent me spinning and made me very angry.. I would love to get my hands around this throat... These Jacknuts are worthless pieces of shit that don't deserve us... You have love and empathy.. He is empty and dead inside... You are right all you did was love him and you don't deserve to be disrespected and treated coldly.. Damn Jacknuts anyway!!!
Sep 8 - 9AM
Hunter
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You got that right! What

You got that right! What they do is not ok!! I do believe at the end of the day! This will come full circle! Hunter Be strong
Sep 8 - 9AM (Reply to #2)
Anabelle
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I just want justice

IT CANNOT be that we loving people are on the short side, get humiliated, destroyed and these evils just run away happily ever after :( It's so not ok. NOT OK. :((( I don't care that they are sick! I WANT THEM TO UNDERSTAND what they did to us!!!!!!!! As a personal revenge, I want to get those rubber boots he got me for xmas (40 S gift on sale from a designer brand...plus he claimed back the tax and never payed for the post, not bad for a guy who pays 4000 for a couch:(((( I was worth so much for him....STINGY B..rd) and STEP all over that couch after I walked my dog in the forrest. It's enough to imagine this scene and my soul is high
Sep 8 - 12PM (Reply to #3)
Hunter
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While youre at it ...once

While youre at it ...once youre finished with the couch can to take those boots kick my narc and his dog square in the balls??? ( just kidding) Hunter
Sep 8 - 12PM (Reply to #5)
Sparrow
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Hunter

The dog too? LOL
Sep 8 - 12PM (Reply to #6)
Hunter
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Yes, that damn dog too! I

Yes, that damn dog too! I think if the dog was hurt he would feel it more than the pain himself , oh and I forgot his mother add her to the list! Let's keep it all in the family! Hunter
Sep 8 - 12PM (Reply to #8)
Sparrow
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Hunter

At first, I thought you were referring to the Mother as the dog and than realized you weren't........ I say we do what Minnie did in the "Help" Bake the Mother a delicious pie! LOL
Sep 8 - 12PM (Reply to #7)
Anabelle
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Ahh I wanted to lose some

Ahh I wanted to lose some more weight anyways, so ok. I'll pretend I am in a boot camp :)
Sep 8 - 12PM (Reply to #4)
Anabelle
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:DDDDDD Certainly. I've

:DDDDDD Certainly. I've always loved to be for the service of my community :DDDDDD