How's this for toxic?

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#1 Apr 15 - 7PM
bgirl
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How's this for toxic?

How's this for an example of toxic?
I am very much struggling to keep up the good fight here....

I already have enough people minimizing my feelings....or the magnitude of this situation for me...but this takes the cake...

I am actually a level headed girl, always have been but I'm not sure right at this moment....this may be the final straw reincarnated..

My mum contacted my therapist and:

A) Told her not to tell me she had contacted her....
B) Told her I wasn't telling her the full story...that she was sure my therapist didn't have the whole picture. ( mind you EVERYTHING I post here...she looks at)
C) That Im not good for my children.
D) That the stigma attached to me being depressed/having suicidal thoughts is damaging the reputation of our family.
E) That my husband (who is trying so hard to be supportive through what can only be described as a living hell for him) only wants to keep me around to secure fin aces and lifestyle upkeep.

My therapist was totally shocked....she said she had received calls in the past where patient's families had contacted her out of concern but she said this felt like an entirely different motive...

Anyways...I am truly struggling with seeing a 'point' today. I really must be a bad person...the obstacles just keep on coming ....

Thanks for listening.

X
B

Apr 16 - 2AM
tootsgee
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oh my god B what a struggle

Apr 15 - 7PM
bgirl
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After rereading that I've

Apr 15 - 9PM (Reply to #13)
Deestarr
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I'm sorry

Apr 15 - 7PM (Reply to #4)
Renegade
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You don't see the enormous

Apr 15 - 7PM (Reply to #5)
bgirl
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Thank you Renegade... She

Apr 15 - 7PM (Reply to #6)
Renegade
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Breathe baby, breathe. I'm

Apr 15 - 8PM (Reply to #9)
bgirl
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God love you....thank you. My

Apr 15 - 11PM (Reply to #10)
abreva
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OMG - are you my sister?

Apr 15 - 11PM (Reply to #11)
bgirl
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Deestar than u xxx and we

Apr 15 - 11PM (Reply to #12)
abreva
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Yes, it is sad

Apr 15 - 8PM (Reply to #7)
bgirl
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God love you....thank you. My

Apr 15 - 8PM (Reply to #8)
Renegade
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OMG Absolutely!

Apr 15 - 7PM
Renegade
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How

Apr 15 - 7PM
kimberly4398
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OMG... I don't have words for