holiday time sucks
holiday time sucks
I don't know about anyone else but I absolutely hate Holiday time., As if the ex NH hasn't done enough over the years with lying and cheating and manipulating all the while ignoring our children now I have to let them go with him every other weekend. I feel angry and very sad because, for example, this weekend is a long weekend and they are with him and the OW at the coast while I am alone missing my kids. It seems so unfair that all those years I did without the vacations to raise the kids while they were too little to go and he had his fun. I longed for the days they got older and we could enjoy the long weekends as a family. I don't give a rats ass about him but I feel cheated in that I did not ask for this life and I don't see how it is fair I have to be without my children because of him and his selfishness. Memories are being made with MT GIRLS and the OW and him, memories which I should be a part of. I should not have to watch my girls walk away on Thursday, get in his truck and leave not to return until Monday night. It hurts me so bad and tears fill my eyes as I type this. I look at all the families packing and going away for the weekend while I am alone. It really sucks, I used to enjoy holidays but now I am starting to hate them.
hope4me
Hope4me
Opening monologue from the movie "The Holiday"
HOLIDAYS.....
I have started to feel alone
Scoop
I feel the same way Scoop,,,
your not alone
only one way to go...Forward (tm?)