help....
help....
I"m having a very hard day today. I can't get him out of my head. How he said he wanted to work on us and would give me basically 1 weekend a month because the other weekend is with his son and he doesn't want our boys together now until we get counselling and work on our relationship. He said maybe in 6 months the boys can get together again.
I had flat out turned him down and said "NO".
Today I feel bad and don't know why? I know I wouldn't be happy again and yet I feel bad for rejecting him. I'm trying so hard to get to a better place in my life. It's so hard to go through the process when I still love him. I don't know why? I am NC but feel an enormous amount of pain today. A very empty and scared feeling today. Afraid I cannot have fun alone or with my son without him. Afraid I don't know how to plan anything really cool. He had the great boat last summer that my son and I spent the entire summer on. My son just mentioned last night that he missed the boat. I just feel I have no confidence anymore. ABsolutely none. Please help. Bad Day....thanks!
Thank you all for your support
Happy, you know what I'm
HAPPY
Happy
My heartfelt hugs to you
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God sometimes removes a person from your life for your protection. Don't run after them.
Oh Happy, Stay strong. You
yet another blow
Then tell them to go live
in addition...
Oh, Hap...
spinning
Yep , sucks a lot! :(