Is he narsistic

My boyfriend fits the criteria of a narc absolutely, except that he wont let me go....he goes to the end of the world to woo me back every time. He has done the cruelest of things and is in court next week for harassment.

I believe he loves me because he puts oooo much into getting me back (but only after he has hurt me), either verbally or taking coke!

I have never ever put up with so much from a man. The sex is abusive, but i seem to go back for more, he keeps me there wanting more. I am trying so hard to stay away! I feel like crap.

Dont know what to do....