He is begging me forgiveness after his affair & claims he is human & made a mistake!

This is what happened to me... sound familiar? The beginning :(Idealized) "I have never loved anyone like i loved you.I love you even more than my x wife.If I ever lost you I wouldn't want to live.I want to die with you at the end of the world.Ive never felt this close to anyone ever.You are my soalmate. Please dont ever leave me." To months and months of verbal and emotional abuse (devalue)following by Im sorry sooooo, please forgive me, I cant live without you, Im fucked up, I have a problem, If I could just control myself,I cant believe Ive harmed the only woman that has really ever loved me and I loved. You deserve better. You are a one of a kind.(hoover x 30)( repeat) To psychological and physical abuse followed by: "I guess We thought we loved each other.Its not working out.Im not sure if you were the one i loved the most. We are different cultures, you are not the kind of girl I need. We cant go on like this.You are young you have your whole life ahead of you." (devalue) To sadistic physical and psychological abuse (devalue)causing me a nervous breakdown followed by: "I don't want to talk about this (click). The past is the past, just leave it (click). I have enough problems, I just dont want to be with anybody right now (click). I want to be alone (click). Click.... (The discard)