Having a hard time!
Having a hard time!
Right now, as I type this, my ex is getting married on the other side of the country. I'm trying really hard to keep my mind away from that thought, and to remember why he's my ex, but, I've been struggling with it all day...and finding myself fighting back the tears.
I don't know if I'm more sorry for his bride...or myself and what I've been through and lost because of him. Even though I have the promise of a good future right now, it just makes me so sad the years that were wasted on him. I don't know if I'm afraid it won't work out for them, or if I'm afraid it will.
After all I've been through to get away and get over him, I didn't think I'd feel this way on this day. (And that they picked the anniversary of our divorce being final as the day they chose to get married...hurts even more)
I just needed to vent, thanks for reading. I can't really talk to anyone else about this, and I know you guys can relate better than anyone else would anyway....
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I'm sorry. I must have
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Hang in there, I agree, this
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