Grateful

Dear xN in my mind,

I'm grateful for the horrible, confusing mind -F**k you put me through. Here's why:

1. I now can see how at times in my life I've hurt other people and may not have handled break ups the best I could have. I am now able to truly feel other people's pain and have extended my compassion to so many others because of the pain you put me through.

2. I am less naive and more willing to accept that not everyone is innately good - most people but not all. I have learned that it is not healthy or good or caring to trust people until you really get to know them.

3. I am very clear now that I deserve to be treated well, and that I don't have to twist myself into a pretzel to make someone like me. I am good enough just the way I am and someone will love me as is.

I won't say thank you, xN, but I am grateful. Beside - being grateful helps to take away your power over me. It frees my soul to receive all the good things that await me.

And I am READY to RECEIVE!!!!!

Not yours ever again,
Me