This is going to take a lot of strength
This is going to take a lot of strength
...but I am going to end that ''friendship'' with that woman I've been telling you about.
When you pull yourself away from an abusive person--you start looking at your life clearer. I see things and peoplewho don't belong in it. I trusted this woman. She is spot on about my exN. Totally. She has helped me maintain strength. But, I can't help but wonder her agenda. Not that she wants him, but she wants to stay his 'friend.' And I no longer care why.
I also noticed today...when I went onto the website we are members of...how different she is to me, on there. Where HE can see. I've noticed this for some time now. And never really put it together. But, her signature has the quotes from her FB page...(some of them) and they match a few of his. When she is on the phone with me, she's my best friend. It seems. But, on there...she avoids me. Talks differently to me. And the reason is because HE can read what she is writing.
So, now we broke up, he and I. She is avoiding me like the plague. haha How sad.
For her. When she never hears from me again. I am a good friend to have. I was a good gf to have. But, I won't have people who mistreat me in my life, anymore.
I just wanted to share this. Please pray I stay NC. I'm also leaving that site for a while. It has become nothing but a time waster...and a reminder of this horrid relationshp I just out of.
Thanks for listening..Gonna start today. I admit. It will feel strange going NC to her. But, it feels strange having a two faced friend, moreso.
Sounds like a wise decision
staying strong
You are learning to trust your
staying
I even sent her the diet he
Diedre