GJ
GJ
I wa the one that was anally raped by ex N and filed a criminal complaint. Well it went to the grand jury and after a week the GJ decided not to indict him. He knew all of the cops and got his office mgr to vouch for him. I am severely depressed. he got away with violating me. It was a criminal, hostile act. He told me it wsa an acccident after it happened and I believed him because I loved him so and he claimed to have loved me so. So I figured there was no way he would ever hurt me like this. He told the detectives he didn't remember having anal sex. It was something I was so against and he knew it. QWe talked about it often and I told him I would never engage in it. He got off. I'm ujpset because the Prosec never got my medical records or subpoenad my text messages from him asking if I was sore. After I discovered he was a sociopath and went to a psych he told me it was rape. Anal sex cannot be an accident. I am humiliated, feeling down. I testified last Fri to GJ. He had no remorse after what he had done to me. Then the abuse heightened. I now know it was not an accident. The soc got away with it and his life goes on. I have to live with the memory and the hostile, violent, criminal act.
I hate your narc too and you
Journey on...
Thanks journey. The hate will
I'm so sorry
I feel violent
juliamarie
Legacy123
Thanks Pride and Shame. I
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You are not destroyed, just very hurt and I am so sorry
Thanks for your note Winter.
5 years ago, nh did that to
HUGS!
I am so sorry.
Can I ask a question....is it
Yes by law it is rape.
Oh Layla
The "stare"
Reality
Honey, I wish I could give
Thanks Red