Getting my mojo back!!!!

Last night was a dark jagged night of my soul!!!!!! Didn't sleep till 5 in the morning. Went plaes in my mind that I haven't gone to in a long time. Today is my Day!!!! :)

I changed my pic, this is not me,lol. It's a pic of young latina during the chicano movement in the 60ies. I however, and having a movement of myself, and I am fighting for me, all of me, not the just fragments lying around.

I've been listening to music all morning, It feels good. So today, I can say FUCK YOU BIKER GUY, Damm you pea sized brain that catorizes people into sterotypes of race and gender. You kept telling me you don't date latinas, I should have said fuck you, I don't date 52 year fat old biker guys that have a motherfucker tat, with diabetes and other illness, that would cause you to have a hard time getting it hard and keeping it up. And baby, I went through that once, not again. Fuck you, You were right in telling me I was to good and beautiful for you, I am. Fuck you asshole, for playing games with me. I'm out, all the way out, I don't need your friendship, it's would be a lie., I am done with living lies. I am a empath, I see the good in people and the only good I see in you is that you are out of my life.

You kept telling me I wasn't a bad girl, and that you liked bad girls. Fuck that, I met some of those girls you were talking about, broken , looking for a man who will treat them good, putting up with all kinds of shit from their men. Baby, you just didn't know I'm the bad ass girl, I won't put up with that shit once I see it. And my eyes are open now, wide open, so fuck you and your asshole mindset of people. I am free, I walked away from my abusers growing up, I walked away from my abusive husband, I walk away from a abusive church and I walking away from you. I see the hole in the road and I'm not tiptoeing around it anymore, hell no, I'm taking a different road.

My only regret, is that I don't have a paintball gun.LOL

I'm a fighter, always will be. Last night I was broken in a thousand little pieces, but with the the help of the superglue forum, I was able to glue it back together. Now I'm working on those cracks in my soul.

Love for all of you.