Freeze Response

I had never felt so numb. A decade ago, I felt like I was in a daze in the teacher education program. I really didn't know what was wrong with me. I was acting like someone who had been in a major accident, had lost a lot of blood... and pretended as if there weren't a wound. That article sums up my condition... as it was. I had gone through romantic rejections before, but they didn't leave me in a frozen state of shock. When I went back to Oregon, I waited 4 months before job hunting. I felt like I was in some sonnambulistic state,like sleepwalking.

I just made an appointment for a two hour massage!

LMAO..Betty, I have this too... I laugh because I am in the trauma phase and this will all dissapear. I know this.