Freaking out
Freaking out
Just got a call from my attorney. B's attorney is asking for all documentation relating to my emotional health and any treatment I have had. I knew he would go after my mental health, he threatened me all the time with it. I have been hospitlized several times in my past for suicidal attempts. In the past ten years only once ten years ago, and then once when i first left b but that was more for sleep deprevation. But there were several times before that. I am so scared, B is powerful, B is law enforcement. I have been trying to tell everyone from the begining that he will attack me and go after me with everything he has, he doesnt loose, he is mad because i spoke up.
I cant beleive this is happening. I am not a bad person, I am not crazy, I am a good mom and I would do anything for my children. He didnt even want anything to do with them when we lived there. This is all a game to him, he just wants to win and hurt me the only way he has left. He cant do his bedroom things to me anymore, he call me all the horrible things hes called me, he cant get really mad and do "those things", he cant jiggle my fat, he cant yell, but he can take the kids.
Im so scared. I thought i was doing the right thing leaving, but if he takes the kids from me, i can no longer protect them. Wow what a wonderful way to start a weekend. As if I wasnt struggling enough.
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