First day back at work in same office as ex..
First day back at work in same office as ex..
I was as nervous as hell, as it was the first time I have seen him since before xmas and I decided it was well and truly over but I have been good at sticking with no contact. I took a bag of his belongings with me, and left them under his desk and felt completely ok when I saw him, which pleasantly surprised me. He looked unwell, has started smoking again (he had given up for a long while) and seeing his face actually just reminded me of the things he had done. The day went well, he played the sad act and I got on with my work..
Then, when I got home I had a text message saying, "I see the camera and the drill were missing...but hey, keep them on the house".
I know it was designed to wind me up, and I should have ignored but I reacted by saying that it was a shame I couldnt bill him for emotional damage.
I then got "you have no idea how hurt I feel by the all this, NO idea...I go from being wonderful to the shittest thing on the planet..."
And then I end up feeling crap again, the doubts set in, and I wonder was it me...misinterpreting his actions, his intentions, not being understanding enough? In his words "only seeing the negative never the positive". He was never, not for a long while "wonderful" in my eyes..I expressed my concerns to varying degrees many times over the last year or so and he always reacted with either indifference at best and anger at worst.
Arrggghhh :-(
The next time you come across
Belongings..
He's
Just thought of a question too....
They are actors and the world
How he looks is of no concern
They leave things opened
You guys are amazing,