Finally..

Every day for many weeks now I have read so many posts on this forum. It has taken a long time for me to get to where I'm at and I have blocked and unblocked so many times within the last 8 months of NC but never got to the stage where I could block him leave him blocked and be glad that he no longer exists to me. It's that false hope thing..
But today after reading many posts and the one earlier that triggered me
I finally reached the point where he no longer exists to me.
And so he is blocked. For good.
Who the hell does he think h is in fact who the hell do any of them think they are
they are not men they are cowards
and I don't care what disorder they have
if they are incapable of getting help
or do not get help when they are advised to
then they are not even worthy of one more moment of your thoughts. Or mine.
The end. For real.
And it feels good.