Feeling yucky
Feeling yucky
Sorry guys....just needed some encouragement, I guess.
Had to talk to N today to strategize about some issues the business is having that impacts both of us. We haven't talked in about a week or so.
He was his normal, sweet, friendly, happy self (ok, not normal, but the mask was good). He volunteered to take on a really tough meeting for me in a city a pretty a good drive from where I was so I wouldn't have to go. He did an amazing job and supported me and fought for my needs 1000%. I heard from the Bank VP he met with afterwards and the difficult situation we were having last night was all smoothed over.
these things always throw me off.
Then, he told me he was working from home after the meetings cause he is working "with someone" on his current job and they are meeting there. Sounded very sheepish telling me. He has used the "we" word alot re: his new job. He has never worked with anyone before, except for me....and the way he is so sheepish about it....and not using the "guy's" name, just makes me sure it is probably some girl, and probably someone he is interested in....or he'd come right out and tell me who it is.
Anyway, hung up the phone, and I've been crying all day at work, tight chest, can't breath. God I hate the effect he has on me!
THE DAY I STARTED HATING ORANGE JUDAS........
I worked with mine, too, loveofmylife....
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