Feeling lost??

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#1 Feb 17 - 2PM
Confused gal
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Feeling lost??

I'm 7 wks NC and have good days and bad days, but is it normal to want to withdraw in to yourself and not want to be around anyone. I feel angry and bitter all the time, people are irritating me, I have no patience and little tolerance at the moment! My heart still aches so much and I hate the fact that I still miss him. I don't want to feel like this, I want to be the loving, bubbly, beautiful social butterfly I was before I let him in my heart. He took about 18 months out of my life, four times on and off, each time the D & D!! I thought I was strong and independent, but I feel so tired all the time, completely drained and I don't know how to get ME back again. I know its down to me, only I can do it and I'm probably being too hard on myself, wanting too much from myself too soon, but I just want to be happy again. I just feel so lost, like I don't know who I am anymore?? And the dreams....I feel like I can never escape. I dread going to sleep cos he's there in my dreams. I just want it to stop. I know he doesn't care about me, isn't missing me and I don't want to give him any more of my time or thoughts, but I'm finding it so hard. Any advice please??

Feb 18 - 11AM
terri
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After reading your post and

Believe in yourself!
Terri

Feb 18 - 12PM (Reply to #11)
brinamarie
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So very true terri. Xo

Feb 18 - 10AM
Brit
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confused girl

Feb 18 - 4AM
Confused gal
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Thank you for your kind words

Feb 17 - 6PM
josiekl
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I am so sorry you are feeling

Feb 17 - 5PM
Brit
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YES everything you are

Feb 18 - 4AM (Reply to #6)
Confused gal
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Thanks Brit. Your wise words

Feb 17 - 4PM
Sickofhim
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That's me too.

Feb 18 - 4AM (Reply to #3)
Confused gal
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I hope you take comfort in

Feb 18 - 7AM (Reply to #4)
Sickofhim
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Yes, I'm very comforted by

Feb 17 - 3PM
leslieisback
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Confused