Feeling lost??
Feeling lost??
I'm 7 wks NC and have good days and bad days, but is it normal to want to withdraw in to yourself and not want to be around anyone. I feel angry and bitter all the time, people are irritating me, I have no patience and little tolerance at the moment! My heart still aches so much and I hate the fact that I still miss him. I don't want to feel like this, I want to be the loving, bubbly, beautiful social butterfly I was before I let him in my heart. He took about 18 months out of my life, four times on and off, each time the D & D!! I thought I was strong and independent, but I feel so tired all the time, completely drained and I don't know how to get ME back again. I know its down to me, only I can do it and I'm probably being too hard on myself, wanting too much from myself too soon, but I just want to be happy again. I just feel so lost, like I don't know who I am anymore?? And the dreams....I feel like I can never escape. I dread going to sleep cos he's there in my dreams. I just want it to stop. I know he doesn't care about me, isn't missing me and I don't want to give him any more of my time or thoughts, but I'm finding it so hard. Any advice please??
After reading your post and
Believe in yourself!
Terri
So very true terri. Xo
confused girl
Thank you for your kind words
I am so sorry you are feeling
YES everything you are
Thanks Brit. Your wise words
That's me too.
I hope you take comfort in
Yes, I'm very comforted by
Confused