When "in love" or "asphixiated" ( a better term?) by the N, did you ever feel almost comotose, or so flooded with desire, that it is like nothing mattered, but them?
I understand being in love, but perhaps real love, is a grounding, a balance, and the N, sought to overload you with sexual desire for him, to the exclusion of everything, and everyone else,,and he is doing this to multiple people so we find out when exposing them?
Yuck!! So sad!!!!
I think the N wants you dreaming, fantacizing for them 24/7, I don't think thats healthy.