Feeling good

Hi,just an update to where i am now im 11weeks NC..Yay!!
To think how i felt at the start of this journey to where i am now is massive,,HUGE! My mood has lifted im begining to put weight back on im sleeping better the anxious feelings i cant remember being without are not there as much as they were i can concentrate better and that has helped me see things clearer, yeah where i went wrong too but to stop blaming nyself for everything, my N is still on my mind constantly but its a little easier to cope with and that feels GOOD and today i was dancing around while doing my housework,how mad is that to feel good by such a small thing but thats who i used to be. Im nowhere near who i was iv got a long long way to go but i honestly feel like im getting there.. No one would have convinced me i could 11weeeks ago thank god i found TPF.. and went NC, silence really does talk..
Thankyou all im ready for the next 11..Phew!!!

Getting there. Xx